i was goin through my wardrobe just now and it struck me. i've changed so much!
ive gained weight..LOL.
im like...so much more feminine now. i have no idea whether its a good or bad thing. i've always dressed up for him although i didn't need to. its so sad sometimes.. it was 2nd march yday.
6 long months...

ive had great company for the past month!
and although blah blah guorong's gf is like totally backstabbin me right now blah blah cheryl kiss my ass blah blah nah it doesn't affect me much..
guorong has been a great guy to her, she just took too long to realise it.. and now when she wants him back, he...well..obliges. as usual. awww...
leopards do not change their spots, i assure you.
and i have a damn good mind of startin world war 3.
i hope she cherishes him, honestly. gr is an absolute angel to her..
gosh. sometimes i wonder how can she even bring herself to say such stuff to him!
oh and i jus saw some #*&)$&$@ photos in his old phone dat dae...appalling i was disgusted.
she forced him, and of cors...he obliged. wtf.
wish he wouldn't be so naive sometimes. girls are not all that innocent...

oh anyway back to happier stuff!
bought like..a lot of clothes, 5 blouses, 3 skirts, a handbag, and 2 pairs of underwear. they had little ribbons on dem! so totally cute.LOL i must sound so weird right now.
yea a lot of food too, marche's rosti, softshell crabs, calamari rings, fish and wedges!
my stepmom's back too, had to settle some stuff for quite a while..

you know, i've grown quite affectionate regarding my family. i wish i could spend more time with my mom, but yet..yea..my stepmom's been really really great to me, honest to God. and i thank God too that shes not evil like those wicked witches. ahh. yess..

i got a really nice present that day, it's an ornament..candle holder. a pretty dang nice one i must admit.and i think a really exp one too. sigh.